Wednesday, November 5, 2008


i am feeling very down currently. i have avoided posting because i really am at a loss for words to explain. i did figure out something about myself. i need to keep busy to keep from feeling sad (if something sad is happening) . and without the extra happenings to keep me busy it can be overwhelming. i was called to set up a visit for grama this monday. i am not looking forward to the begining of this transistion. but , you never know what may happen-

so of course you never know. but right now i am feeling the grimness of the outcome for my sweetpea and my heart is surely aching.
i just keep reminding myself that:

romans 8:

26In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. 27And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God's will.

28And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him,[a] who[b] have been called according to his purpose.


Lovingmyamazinglife said...

Refer back to your October 24th post!I have may times,it has cheered me on.You have got to pull yourself up by your boot straps again,you are an amazingly strong woman,and to let anything steal your joy from you,your hubby,your other kids and this little one would be sinful.Don't start doubting,that is the enemy.Trust in the Lord with all of your heart.Huge hugs to you!I am so sorry you are struggling,but if anyone can get through this its you sister!Praying for you guys here in the South.

mary grace said...

Busy is good, but don't forget to take a step back and allow the emotions that God is going to use to keep your heart soft through all of this. So many people refuse to do it, and I really think that they miss out on an important refining.

Praying for you!!!