warning! over analyzing ahead!

my hubby thinks i am over analyzing- BUT i feel like i did horrible on the homestudy.
why you ask?
well for one when i am nervous i talk ALOT- none reading this would deny that .lol
then i had to drag every bit of dirty laundry out of the closet and it freaked me out! i am so worried that it makes me look terrible. but of course thats not the person i am anymore, but the past is there, written down. yuck
then she told me i cant breastfeed in front of a foster kid >IN MY OWN HOUSE! she suggested a BLANKET. cough cough WTF?

help me LORD

sigh