Tuesday, May 25, 2010

nightmare

i had a terrible dream last night. i gave birth to this baby all alone. she was a girl, and she died in my arms. what more can i say?

4 comments:

Jeanette said...

Oh Liz, the nightmares are awful. I have them too.x

Annie said...

Hoping that you'll never have to live through this nightmare again.

Fireflyforever said...

I coped "well" during the days of my rainbow pregnancy - but the nights ... urgh. I understand.

Unknown said...

liz, i completely understand. my pregnancy was me walking on eggshells waiting for something to go wrong. most days i thought Jesus would take this baby too. it wasn't until the very end i started to feel peace that i would be allowed to take this baby home. and even then, often at night, my fears would haunt me. satan will always try to attack where we are vulnerable. i don't believe those of us who have lost a baby, will ever have true peace and comfort during subsequent pregnancies. but i will be praying for you to have supernatural peace that only Jesus can give. and of course you and your 'lil bean are in my prayers daily.
love,
cortney